I Am Worthy Of Being Nurtured
Updated: Jan 28, 2023
I wish to remember being pure again,
before I knew fear,
before I knew any-thing.
I wish to remember being completely and securely held again
in the peace of no-thing.
And to receive nurturance,
just because
I AM
deserving of being,
(w)holy worthy of God’s divine conception,
breathing life into ME.
I seek to be fundamentally demanding again,
secure to take up space,
allowing my needs to command
life to sustain my essential presence.
I seek to surrender, in complete trust,
to only know this truth of perfect love.
I pray to remember that I AM worthy
to receive all of Your goodness.
I pray to remember that I AM safe in this earthly realm.
I AM being provided for beyond my knowing.
I BELONG to the greater space that completes me.
I BELONG with my imperfect companions
who are always loving me
the best they know how,
as I strive to love myself more and more.
I BELONG to the divine web of Love
that will weave me a newfound womb
again and again
as I allow myself
to receive
exactly what I need,
as You provide for me perfectly.
I allow.
Thank you!
Amen!
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